Where is Derek?

Prodigy – Smack My Bitch Up

WTF?!!! That’s all I have to say… Holy sheeyit!

Peaches – Fuck the Pain Away

Every bitch on wheelz’ anthem…

Hmmmm, friends. Some friends are good and some are bad. Why do we choose to hold on to certain friends and not others? Is it history? Is it familiarity? Is it interests? I think it’s because certain friends help you develop into a more whole person. Here’s another question for you, do friendships have expiration dates, I mean what do you do when a friendship holds you back instead of help you grow? I was thinking today that I kept some friends but they never changed or helped me change. What do you do? I know what person I want to be and I will get there no matter how long it takes but I need the right people around me. I.Love.Japan and all the mind fucks that I have gotten ever since I got here. I will never be the same person again and I am so happy. Thank you God for blessing me so much.

From iMeem:

Orange Range – City Boy

This post is for my old friends back at home and my new friends in Japan. Thank God for friends because without my old friends who keep in touch, I would not know about true friendship and without my new friends who have got my back, I would not know about some people are worth your time while others aren’t. Thank God for all my friends that have helped me through good times and the difficult times. Here’s to the new brothers and sisters I have made from friends. Thank you all. Sheeyit, now’s time to party. I.Love.Japan

I talked with Reina again and I could feel that there is no love left in her heart. I must move on, I must. I can’t hold on for someone that doesn’t love me, I don’t have time for that. I promise as I write this post that I will lay down my heart for Reina and leave her alone. I guess I just needed to be sure. Reina, I understand now.